its time to let go

i still remember on last Saturday
i went to Chinese club jamuan
there was me,desiree,joey and ...'he'
we were bored of the program the Senior has run for us
so we decided to go out to have some fresh air
when suddenly i saw a kid from my church
she is one of the Senior's sister
when she saw me,she wanna play with me by keep pulling my bag and follow me
at that time,i try to play with her and trying to run away
but i din realises that she was already pulling my bag and behind my back
i accidentally stop and saw her laying on the ground
i faster run to her and ask her whether she was injured
and at that time 'he' keep nagging me about how reckless i am to injured this small kid
he said that ''she was just only a small kid and i do such thing to her...''
at that time i was so concern about her injury and 'he' keep nagging me
i was so angry that i call him to shut up!
now when i think of 'him' , i feel like i hate him so much for what he done to me
until now i still remember the feeling of guilty within me for the kid because of him
although she say she has no injury
but i still feel wrong by doing that
i think is time to let go and forgive him
once and for all....